Indecisiveness

I have always been plagued with indecisiveness. I say plagued, but it's been a choice, not something cast upon me. Feelings of inferiority and low self esteem play into it. There have always been so many things I have been interested in, but I could never make up my mind to follow through with any of them. I hate to fail, yet, I always expect I will. Where's God's glory in that? Nowhere! Through Him we can do all things.

As I have mentioned, I am not pleased in my current job, neither is my husband with his. Since we are trying one last-ditch effort in trying to conceive for awhile, I am going to see how it pans out before I make any further plans about school. If I do get pregnant, I don't want to spend my time in a classroom, when I could be at home with my precious baby that I have fought so hard for! I pray for God's guidance. I've prayed for acceptance, and I have gotten it. I feel better overall, though, there are still hard days understandably. I just want His will to be done and I want the strength to do what I need to do for it. Honestly, it's kind of a scary notion. But He does know best and if I just follow Him, it will all work out.